As they go by, don’t look with eagle’s eyes
Smile on your jailers until they grow weak.
Nothing can compare to something that’s almost there
To tear up the madness that all of us seek.
I suppose that today I am exploding with posts cause I have things left unsaid. I like to say whatever I feel as soon as possible. I don't think I had the time near the end .I remember reading somewhere that depression is anger that cannot be expressed in another way . I think I am angry ,some little details still make me boil. I could list my ex's faults one by one - but what I really hate right now is that his last words to me were that i deserve "something better". "Something better " is a red big buttom in every break up , with red arrows pointing at it and saying ""never to be pressed "" . I can forgive pretty much anything , but the something better line is for me kind of worse than learning my ex cheated on me with half a rugby team . Actually I would much rather hear he had fun with a whole team of rugby players ( they do look nice) than hearing these two words that are either a) a lie b)pure self loathing. Still a bit angry I suppose. Oh well.
Say, hey, have you heard, blue whiskey’s the rage,
I’ll send you a jug in the morning.
It is absurd to live in a cage,
You know there’s got to be something better.
and the story unfolded - Fluttered into the air through the forest was heard- we both deserved better
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